I don’t know why I feel so weird right now. I want to sleep. But I don’t want to sleep in my bed or in my girlfriend’s bed or on either one of the couches in the house. I don’t know what I want to do.

I want to have more self control and I want to be able to love myself again. I want to be prettier and thinner and have better hair and better clothes and more money and be healthier.

I want to stop living in a schedule where every day is three different events and I have to go to every one of them or else send in a valid excuse but somehow having to have time to do my homework so I don’t fail all my classes and flunk out of college isn’t considered legitimate.

I want to not hurt the people I love. I want to stop fucking crying and being a burden.

I want to drink. I want to not have to do anything ever again.


radioactivemongoose:

at my 16th birthday party my friend john accidentally flashed one of his balls and i remember it in vivid color & detail like sometimes i forget the faces of loved ones but that single nut haunts me. one time i fell in a ditch and i kept sabotaging myself like “what if the last thing i think of before i die is john’s nut” like i wasn’t actually gonna die but these are the kinds of things you consider when you fall in a ditch. john’s nut



Kid gets a banana as a prank gift from his parents on his birthday. Look at his excitement. This kid is my hero. 

Kid gets a banana as a prank gift from his parents on his birthday. Look at his excitement. This kid is my hero. 


doritoro:

…👽…👽…👽….~*~*~ happy hesitant alien release day!!!!! ~*~*~…👽…👽…👽…


whitegirlsaintshit:

b1a4gasms:

la-lobalita:

kentstatecult:

Most of my Saturday was spent looking up stuff about Bina48.BINA48 is a project of Terasem Movement, Inc™ and is designed to test whether a person’s consciousness can be downloaded into a non-biological or nanotechnological body after combining detailed data about a person through the use of future consciousness software

A lesbian of color black lesbian (who is married to a trans woman) becomes the model for an ultra advanced AI system.This is huge.Other links: [x] [x] [x]

So lemme get this… the developer/CEO of the development company is a jewish trans lesbian woman and the highest paid female ceo in america, and this project is based on her wife, a black lesbian woman, and both are mothers with children from previous relationships who they have now each legally adopted???
this exists in the actual world and people still think sci fi can only be about straight cis vaguely-christian white men…….


okay!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!! also, are they lookin for a sugar baby?

whitegirlsaintshit:

b1a4gasms:

la-lobalita:

kentstatecult:

Most of my Saturday was spent looking up stuff about Bina48.

BINA48 is a project of Terasem Movement, Inc™ and is designed to test whether a person’s consciousness can be downloaded into a non-biological or nanotechnological body after combining detailed data about a person through the use of future consciousness software

A lesbian of color black lesbian (who is married to a trans woman) becomes the model for an ultra advanced AI system.
This is huge.

Other links: [x] [x] [x]

So lemme get this… the developer/CEO of the development company is a jewish trans lesbian woman and the highest paid female ceo in america, and this project is based on her wife, a black lesbian woman, and both are mothers with children from previous relationships who they have now each legally adopted???

this exists in the actual world and people still think sci fi can only be about straight cis vaguely-christian white men…….

okay!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!! also, are they lookin for a sugar baby?





rhyse:

carry-on-my-wayward-butt:

genderpunkrock:

i wont title this or put album art

but because you are emo trash you will recognize it

FUCK

screw you




thatsmoderatelyraven:


Steal His Look: Old Man Jenkins
Kent Wang Polo Light Blue - $265
Lip Gloss - Charlotte Tilbury - $81
Miu Miu Sunglasses - $390
Irish Walking Stick - $67.99

thatsmoderatelyraven:

Steal His Look: Old Man Jenkins

Kent Wang Polo Light Blue - $265

Lip Gloss - Charlotte Tilbury - $81

Miu Miu Sunglasses - $390

Irish Walking Stick - $67.99



pillfox:

It’s ol grandpappy fursuit